Someone else but Me!

yeah...It's been more than a year that I gave my heart to him.

Whenever I asked him about the relationship between us , he always beat around the bush.

Then I didn't know what to do. It's impossible for me to love two persons at the same time.

I had mood swing quite often because of him.

Now I no longer am able to stand myself for being like this.

So I asked him yesterday,if there's any chance we'd be together.

He told me,he didn't know how to describe his feelings towards me.

And for the time being he took me like his "brothers."

The answer was so easy that I even got a bit angry for why he was unwilling to tell me the truth earlier.

A year with happiness and sorrow. All memories between us.

All over.

The very moment I knew this , I felt relieved.

Actually I smiled.

However when I tried to tell my friends about this issue , I found  it so hard to spit it out...

I  felt like crying but I hold it back. I admit that my heart is wrenching badly...

After all , he's the one that I really love since the last one in my junior high time.

But also I want to thank him , for tolerating my childish behaviors and still willing to be my friend.

I learned how to be more patient and understanding in these days.

Hope I'll get the whole things over with quickly.

I'm brave! I'm tough!

Move on,Peiyu!  You can!:)