Someone else but Me!

If it were not for the application of exchange student program,I thought I wouldn't have signed up the TOEFL exam, which I've tried not to take by all means...= =

The payment is astronomical for me...this can be counted as a reason.But the most essential reason is the fact that I'm so afraid to know that my English proficiency is actually deteriorating....QQ Especailly when my friends around me all did a good job on the test....this makes me feel even more stressed...

Thus I made up many excuses not to prepare for it , like " I can do it maybe tomorrow~" but never happened anyway. Now the exam is almost there....in this month !!!!!! After taking a look at the TOEFL  textbook,I was deadly shocked ......QQ  I shouldn't have escaped it from the very beginning....it was my bad!!!!!!

It's no use to regret , I know....

This is not only about money,but about my face,my self-esteem as well as the expectations from my family.

anyway,I'll force myself to face it from now on.

I have to say,compared to TOEFL, TOEIC is really a piece of cake.

This morning we had Russian oral midterm exam. I was a bit nervous and thus spoke rather soft than usual.Generally speaking I did a good job except a mistake  mixing up Russian and German numbers....Orz|| 

I was trying to say I"m 21 years old ,which in Russian should be " двадцать один год ".

Instead I spitted out "один двадцать год " without a second thought and didn't notice that till teacher repeated the number to me again...= =""" I guess one part of my brain must have functioned in German model then~XDDDDD

(In German,you have to say 1 first and then 20 if you want to express 21,while in Russian,it's the same like English )

The funny part was ,before my turn to take the exam,my friend was asking me some german vocabs then.When I tried to answer her ,I couldn't  help but keep thinking of Dutch vocabs....= ="

Was ist denn los???!!!!XDDDDD

hahaha~:)